I’m asexual, so first relationship worries simply didn’t happen to me.

I was six years older than Anton when I figured out I was trans, so school was by then long dead and buried. I did put my own experiences into Spy Stuff…but not that part. All of his fears, worries, and anxieties are cut out from my own life, right? All of Anton’s experiences, clearly, are mine. Here’s the thing: Spy Stuff is a book about a transgender kid, written by a transgender author. The father in Private who doesn’t know what else to do but fall back on the simple fact that loving his children comes above all else? He’s my father too.īut never has it been more true than it is for Spy Stuff. The violent depression explored in Vivaldi in the Dark? That’s mine. The awkward kid that comes off as aggressive in The Suicidal Peanut? That’s me. I don’t much buy into write what you know as advice - because then, let’s face it, you’re done three books in - but I do buy into it as fact.įact is, we all put a little bit of ourselves in our stories. ‘ What I don’t know about being trans‘ by Matthew J.

If he tells Jude, it might destroy everything.īuy Link : Amazon | JMS eBook | JMS Print | All Romance | Smashwords And Anton is transgender, and transgender people don’t get happy endings. The only problem is … well, Jude doesn’t actually know.Īnton can see how this will play out: Jude is a nice guy, and nice guys finish last. Everyone knows nobody wants a transgender boyfriend, right? So he’s as shocked as anyone when seemingly-straight Jude Kalinowski asks him out, and doesn’t appear to be joking. Read on to know more, especially for winning a copy of the eBook, Spy Stuff!Īnton never thought anyone would ever want to date him. He will share some insights about ”What I don’t know about being trans’ and introduce his brand-new book that released on May 1, 2016.

Spy stuff by matthew j metzger